Steven McCabe

Radio Picasso

Copyright © text & drawings by Steve McCabe 1999
Published in 1999 by watershedBooks
71 Fermanagh Ave.
Toronto, Ontario, Canada
ISBN 1-894205-03-0

Praise for Radio Picasso

”Most poetry nowadays is overwhelmed by what it’s supposed to be.  Steve McCabe’s Radio Picasso bashes itself against the reality of things; it expresses sensation rather than cheap emotion, and is as intimidating and unpredictable as a country bumpkin with a sawed-off shotgun.”

    ~Len Gasparini

 

 

 

 

Eurydice with High Heels

She gave herself comfort with an infantile ritual
Inviting me to brutally occupy her blanketed cave
And within another circle, her broken childishness.

Her skin called me deeper into her dark forest
My primal breathing broke the surface
Heaving solitaire / captured / conquering.

I was divining the landscape of our desire
Shattering the points on a compass
Mercury flooding a stairwell.

She sat in a tree growing roots of wet hair
I fed her her own brokenness
She asked for more.

I said, “… at the next moon,
When we descend again.”

Red Abstraction

Bittersweet angel,
Decreed to exist barely visible; a geometric conceit;
Selecting the finest sugared fruits
From a long lost tree
Invisibly subdivided by years.

The motion of his hands picking and choosing;
He knows what to look for,
The moment of readiness is long living,
Even when he peeks around the corner,
A whirligig reminder:
How red abstraction becomes,
When the abstract has been lost
For a reason too bitter to taste.

The measuring and positioning of the vortex in season,
Striking some of us down like a red flame –
How else can an invasion succeed?

Only bittersweet roots can lay the groundwork
For make believe branches
And a rope swing, blowing in the wind,
Waiting for its passenger beneath the tree
Fruitlessly heavy, with an eternity of weightlessness,
Snapping the rope.

Invisibility subdivided by years
Is how red abstraction becomes;
Waiting to push a child on a swing.
Waiting for laughter over his shoulder.

An invisible offering of sugared fruit
From the tree that is and is not;
The angel that is an undoing principle
Remaining fixed.
While gardens relentlessly Edenic
Appear only to disappear
Beneath the weight of years.

Photographs of invading red flames
Exist as a portrait of love
Proportionate to losses given,
Erupting in season,
Invisibly three dimensional,
A sketchy outline in white
Around sugared fruits in the long lost tree
Growing old in its shadow.

What was has become what is,
Becoming what shall be:
A trinity cycle of angelic calculation
Whispering and unsticking –
The shattering sound dividing
What has ceased from what ceases to be.

The bittersweet arrives with passing years.
Emotions neither too harsh nor too sweet
Finally swinging on a wooden seat.

Beneath the branch,
Pushed by an invisible hand.

 

 

 

You to You

My hand covers the rise of your flesh
Containing – how should I say it – 
The sun within the moon.
As if weary fish eager for evolution
Happened upon rooms of dry land
Behind watery doors.
My body heat performs the ritual of alchemy
Or perhaps dowsing is a better word – 
Conducting you to you.
I am an abstract ellipse
One aspect of the curve you are traveling
To yourself.
I orbit you and you stick to me
Like gravity drowning what’s inside your chest
Unseen doors open and close.
The secrecy that nature is hinged on
Electrifies my hand
With the memory of your memories.
 
 

 The Prehistoric Films of India

They knew how to create
a box of fire
 while inside
hands of ash clapped in paradise.







Fossil
Fish in a coma
Slept through the ice age waking
Beneath clear water.
 

T

Because you lived many lives by the time you were nine
Because your language is like Japanese painting and the  paper 
             Showing through
Because you disappear wearing white into the architecture of  secrecy
Because your voice is a drop of water on a leaf
Because you breathe the inexpressible and sift it like flour
Because your lips work on me
Because your logic is rifle fire
Because I swim in the blood of your unknowing
Because you hold a pencil like it’s your finger
Because you stand on a cliff and feel the wind 
         On my face
 

Global Shift

I spit gravel from between
My broken front teeth
And said,
“I never knew you kissed so bad.”
Mother Nature shook my hand
Giving me a big grin.
“That was just a warm up.”